Living in fear, a step to despair, closer conditions of own decay Sinister decisions, the will to react, despite the need, the need to be helped Schizophrenic and unstable inner coherence Maybe those abuses have nothing to do. Nothing! Mental detachment, rotten membranes, only the eyes see right through clearly I must understand if they're corrupted. Grabbing the head and counting the days This vertigoes are deeper than it seems. Whole grief and hate are keys of discomfort Frenzied desire to face my fears, upset brain divorced from beginning attempts and failures will dig into veins Paranoid will to submerge, own existence, into abyss of this domain made by flesh and chronic fears, desperation constantly real Unstoppable, flow to my head, driven by thrills and hysteria Stains on the skin, scars of a knife, remnants of who tried to die Counterphobic state advanced: Bipolar anxious state Panophobia depressive Mental torture and physical by the haste! Mindful of madness, I'm the wretched, psychologically deranged I'm scared, my hands are death, my mind a threat Counterphobic state advanced: Bipolar anxious state Panophobia depressive Mental torture and physical. Being a step, to despair True conditions, of own decay. Born the will to react but I need to be helpedTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
