I'm sick but I already told you that's once That blood you saw last time wasn't fake it's real I do my own stunts That gun had bullets I just got lucky I play Russian roulette for fun That knife was trash I got it replaced it didn't cut deep it was too blunt That girls still here she's sucking my dick I might of been wrong she may be the one We're not in love but in 2021 I'm going to let her have my son So we can post and fake happy while our real lives come undone And stay home and watch re-runs But I don't want your sympathy Fuck your help! Everyone's and expert on everyone else except their fucking selves Last time that I made a song I left a lot of shit on that shelf Cuz I know you're to weak to hear the truth or care about how I felt And oh Hi comment section! Did you know your words describe you and not me and bounce back cuz in life we project our insecurities on people we wish we could be while blinded by the fact that we're our own biggest and worst enemies Yeah You don't know me, you knew me You thought JOKER was a joke that shits my life this Eint no movie You torment me and you abuse me Haunt me, chase me and amuse me I'm at war inside my mind my OPS are black they hide at night like I'm playing call of duty I'm depressed but cancel culture causes me to say that loosely Why do you JUDGR if your Not JUDY You Eint my friend you're dead to me after what you've done I feel like uzi I'm done dealing with these Groupies When they see me they Sea food I feel like sushi Oh it's funny right cuz it's not happening to you I wear a size 13 men's there's no damn way you could walk in my shoes Take this pain and do what I do While making songs that people use To get through shit I can't get through While they laugh, hate, destroy, and constantly ridicule You guys are pitiful You take my words and you twist them that's why I don't want to do interviews I told my mom I was suicidal and she cried and then screamed what the he'll has got into you I don't know mom maybe those people who laugh, hate, spin the truth and pray you fail and once you do HA HA HA HA HA they start kicking you FUCK They tried to put try me in A hospital bed diagnose me and stuff me with meds All it ever did was fuck up my head They Anti depress you Until you're depressed again and then you depend on the pills that made you independent What a shame I'm stuck in a cycle I'm the hero, villain, traitor and somebody else's idol I make songs about my broken heart and some about bible If you feel depressed or wanna kill yourself I'm not liable let me clarify and get this straight I make songs that no one else can make That millions love cuz they relate Then get half the recognition but twice the hate Then Reinvest and do it all again At a quicker speed than anyone driving in my lane Then I smile and wave Work and slave Talk to my fans everyday While you troll and only take breaks to take a shit or masturbate Then claim my life's a piece of cake Like you could somehow do it even though we know you wouldn't cause you're to God damn afraid Don't even join my circus this time I'm not in the mood go listen to that mainstream music or whatever you friends think is cool I'll sit here and play the fool, while you drool And drown inside My tears that fill Olympic pools even Michael Phelps couldn't endure Furthermore I'm tired of drinking and waking up on the floor Tired of living a life I cannot afford Tired of living my life for people who never saw me as equal who hate me and just try to ignore No more It's war I'm evening this score Killing everyone that walks through that doors and tells me I need wings to soar So let me take the knife the gun and stop pointing them at myself I've hurt enough it's time for you to feel it along everyone else Society needs sobriety We put people down for notoriety Love in public but destroy them privately Adding creating anxiety Then we want LOVE and don't get it OHHHHH THE IRONY This was a poem I wrote in my diary Fighting demons deep inside of me I feel alone yet I'm constantly fighting for privacy seeking truth while everyone I know lies to me it's ironic cuz people who knew me the best didn't support me until I finally made it now they wanna fake it and act like they love me when I know they don't even like me You Eint slick I remember the day dude fucked my bitch I remember rejection after rejection and going home wanting to slit my wrists I remember that coach who said I wasn't shit then took my fucking scholarship And all those kids who used to bully me because I didn't fit in How does it feel? When you see me now They say if you're alone and fall it doesn't make a sound What goes up must come down Unless You get a knife and cut a smile so you never frownTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
