Built a fortress trading memories for always feeling empty Lost purpose running from my pain
I made a prison shining trauma and never found Nirvana Sold cyanide for Novacaine
I've learned that there is no healing in not feeling anything I'm just a cage of skin that threw away the key To fall apart right now, that'd feel like ecstasy but These walls weren't built a break
I really wish that I could cry right now I really wish that I could let this out Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead I'm too good at holding them down I really wish that I could cry right now But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known But the silence is making me drown I really wish that I could cry I really wish that I could cry
I've had to wear a thousand faces Be fake to just replace this panic that my past holds tight Now every feeling's lost it's flavor cause I feel so much safer As frozen than in fight or flight
I've learned that I'd rather suffer I would rather agonize Than lose the little things just for the alibi That taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice I'm living not alive
I really wish that I could cry right now I really wish that I could let this out Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead I'm too good at holding them down I really wish that I could cry right now But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known But the silence is making me drown
My life is full of love but I'm empty Cause I've been so afraid of remembering I just want to break down I'm ready So let me please
I really wish that I could cry right now I really wish that I could let this out Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead I'm too good at holding them down I really wish that I could cry right now But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known But the silence is making me drown I really wish that I could cryTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.