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Built a fortress trading memories
for always feeling empty
Lost purpose running from my pain
I made a prison shining trauma
and never found nirvana
Sold cyanide for novacaine

I've learnt that there is no healing in not feeling anything
I'm just a cage of skin that threw away the key
To fall apart right now, that'd feel like ecstasy, but
these wall weren't built to break

I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out
Million thoughts in my head
and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down

I really wish that I could cry right now
but I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
Being numb's how I cope
with the hell that I've known
but the silence is making me drown

I really wish that I could cry
I really wish that I could cry

I've had to wear a thousand faces
be fake to just replace this
panic that my past holds tight
Now every feeling's lost it's flavor
'cause I feel so much safer
as frozen than in fight or flight

I've learned that I'd rather suffer, I would rather agonize
than lose the little things just for the alibi
That taste of tender love Is worth a sacrifice
I'm living not alive

I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out
Million thoughts in my head
and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down

I really wish that I could cry right now
but I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
Being numb's how I cope
with the hell that I've known
but the silence is making me drown

My life is full of love but I'm empty
Cause I've been so afraid of remembering
I just want to break down
I'm ready
So let me please

I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out
Million thoughts in my head
and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down

I really wish that I could cry right now (cry right now)
but I'm afraid that I've forgotten how (forgotten how)
Being numb's how I cope
with the hell that I've known
but the silence is making me drown

I really wish that I could cry

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