I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise
'Cause something deep inside me is broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing Every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering Lately thinking feels like cutting Every thought's a razor blade (If only I had someone else to blame)
Wish I could run away from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could run away from myself, from myself I plead for better days But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
Wish I could run away from myself Wish I could run away from myself
Who the hell can forgive my sins, I wrote this gospel Stuck in a cage of skin that always will remind me That all the alcohol can't numb this I'm the bottle I'll never change cause the chemicals will change my mind
Wish I could run away from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could run away from myself, from myself I plead for better days But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
Wish I could run away from myself Wish I could run away
'Cause something deep inside me is broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing Every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering Lately thinking feels like cutting Every thought's a razor blade If only I had someone else to blame
Wish I could run away from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could runa way from myself, from myself I plead for better days But get thrown back in hell
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