Tonight the monsters in my head Are screaming so damn loud But i built walls so high So they never even make a sound
It's a mask it's a lie It's the only home i've ever known Cause being who I really am Has only left me more alone
I am not okay And i need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason i keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden Let it silence me You'll never understand Why its so hard to say I'm not okay
I wish i had a scar Had a bruise on the surface any kind of proof That everything i feel is more than just some sad excuse My life's invisible abuse I'm either judged or have to hide The only symptom you can see Is I don't wanna be alive
I am not okay And i need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason i keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden Let it silence me You'll never understand Why its so hard to say
I'll never have the words i can't explain this hell But what if it kills me If i keep it to myself To myself
I am not okay And i need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it I am not okay I am not okay I'm never safe It's not a phase If I finally break Would you still stay
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