[Intro] (This one hurts me) (I always keep it in, always) (Not today)
[Verse 1] Headphones on for the train ride, silence that teared through my bones There's a whole train car full of people, we all just stared at our phones Five thousand friends on my socials but for some reason I still feel alone I've lived here my whole damn life but at the same time, well I've never been home If I could I'd stop my head from these thoughts that bounce off the wall till I'm dropping dead I ignored what the doctor said and got better on my own I don't need you to cop me meds No mind, so my brain feels lost I thank god that my souls been found Now I'm giving you the real damn me Now I'm never gonna stop this sound Cause these days rather help you up than sit there and let you down Cause I'd much rather help you swim than sit there and sink while I watch you drown Said I'm back on my real shit Back now and back with the fire and back with the back the back Won't stop till my mum's out of work and my fam can retire It's real man shit, come and they go Yeah I know there's a chance it'll hurt My brother what makes you a man is the way that a man puts his family first It's easier to take whats yours, it be much harder to give Everybody works hard for themselves, a real man works hard for his... (ugh)
[Verse 2] My best friends turned strangers, I learned that my love was a lie I just don't think I could face it, thank god that my brother's alive One of them still never made it, it's a pain that I suffer at times And I know that he's up there with Teta and that Teta's sipping that scotch in the sky I swear that the whole world's crazy, no respect and the whole world's lazy The one girl that I love still hates me, and I wish that we kept my baby I'm not proud of the man I've become, lost good friends to the grams of the drugs I'm trying to swim on the moonlight, I wanna dance on the sun I wanna hold hands with my son but I can't Wanna put hands on the gun and cock back and drop the clip to my brain and lay there in pain with a handful of blood All of my homies act like they don't know me, they're actually close In the end all my friends disappeared through the years like they casper the ghost I get stuck in a train of thought, where I can't feel pain at all Praise the lord that I still be alive at the times I would die And I would give back my life just to make sure that my baby's born I get stuck in a train of thought, where I can't feel pain at all Praise the lord that I still be alive at the times I would die And I would give back my life just to make sure that my baby's bornTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
