Yea, uh, Shady! Its cashis, serenade my life Shady!
Focusing on opening emotions that I hold within surounded by my innerdemons thinking i should roll with them i dont wanna go to hell i dont wanna go to jail but i wanna kill a man maybe i should kill myself poppin shit, contemplating suicidal situations now im placed in that position to provide the whole nation and im spottin niggas hating im just watchin, being patient praying for my own *existance some say im a mental patient drugs is taking over me sorrow is controlling me follow my blind heart tomorrow on the *cold of spring* pop is cryin for a week will is week, can i speak without somebody judging me pushin me and shovin me moma if u love me u will really let me go but i live for a cause that i dont really know am I wrong if i cry but i cant cause in time for the truth in my life i will be crucified
Chorus: im sittin back patient(patient) im ready and waitin(waitin) for my homicide serenade my life and i cant escape it(scape it) im ready and waitin(waitin) for my homicide serendade my life X2
Conversating with my brothers *spirit here im saying strangers in the dark, lurking, groupies gotta feel em waking i aint eating, i aint sleeping close the door and i aint breathing death is running over me my concious keeps on showing me ever since my early teens, music was my destiny wolrd gotta feel my pain, im no longer questionning when, where or how i will, happen for when i get killed never take my voice away record sales how i live leave me as the realast nigga poppin pills, drinkin liquor sucked into the pressure makes me turn to my agression got alot a niggas dead buried all in my head cry inside everytime i ever stop to read my head cock it up, be a man ive never been near a man all yall fraudulent u dont like it kill me then cock it up, be a man ive never been near a man all yall fraudulent u dont like it, kill me then
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Sunk into a sea of self--misery being dealt my only fear is lyracilly me not being felt much harder, much smarter more true, Fuck you no matter what the conversation this is what it comes to imagine staring at your friend feeling they dont love you u ride till the end but they feel they above you i got a chosen few name my homies in the song defy all odds more to meet when im gone i try to be a better man baby if you understand my love for you is true but i aint really love myself see nobody wanna help better off to end this way talking to my only friends weed, G's, Hennessy came from a broken home smoke till the dope is gone listen to the words homy this aint really just a song came from a broken home smoke till the dope is gone listen to the words homy this aint really just a song
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Serenade my life Shady Records on Ca$his its the real shit serenade my life i aint scarred, i aint runnin im waitin, come get me nigga live as a man, die as a manTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
