(Yeah) Doubting myself these days Thinking that I'll lose it all Know that I came so close Thinking that I'm gonna fall They say that the money really changed me Say that I'm showing off I say that I'm still the same But deep down I know I'm wrong Tryna go back to the old days When money not the topic of the convo People always ask if I'm still paid People never ask what's wrong though Everybody thinking that I made it But lately I been tryna just hold on All of my happiness fading My brain been feeling like a war zone People believing in me But I don't believe that I got it myself Money and numbers is all that they see But I don't see happiness coming with wealth Everything's smooth when you look at the surface Wish you could see what goes on in my mind Battling demons, they hidden inside They keeping me paranoid every night Like
Everything ain't what it seems Focused on the wrong things I been tryna hold on I been tryna hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on Hold on to everything I got now Praying I don't fall down I been going all out I could lose it all now Hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on I been tryna hold on
Feel like I'm losing touch With everyone that really been with me Dad called my phone at lunch Told him that I was too busy But really I just act that way One day he gon' be locked in the grave I'ma wish I can get the time back Talk to him 'bout all the time he gave Up just to make sure I'm good now 'Cause life ain't never gon' be easy He worked his way to put food down Made sure he always could feed me And I just hang up the phone now 'Cause I'm too focused on the CD I'm tryna turn my dream into real life But that's the problem, I don't realize I'm trapped inside of my own world Forget about life and the meaning I'm tryna get back all my old girls My mom is who I should be seeing 'Cause everybody ain't always breathing And sometimes it happens outta nowhere I'm praying that my family don't go dead But if they do, then I'll be on my own
Everything ain't what it seems Focused on the wrong things I been tryna hold on I been tryna hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on Hold on to everything I got now Praying I don't fall down I been going all out I could lose it all now Hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on I been tryna hold onTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
