No, I don't believe what I see. A slab of stone encased by an old rotting tree; its edges worn away, and rounded by time. The leaves drift and reveal a faint inscription.
No I cannot believe. All I see is my name in full. My birth date, and my death. A level shaft of light illuminated the tree, as I sprang to my feet in terror. The sun rose in the east. I stood between the tree, and his broad red disk. No shadow dared to hide its truth from me.
A chorus of wolves howled saluting the dawn. clustered on the mounds, and tumuli extending to the horizon I knew now that these are the ruins of ancient Carcosa.
In the distance I saw a man in strange garb approach me, and I sought his direction, but the man passed by without a sound as if I wasn't even there. his disgusting vile barbarous chants rang out to my shock, and i understood nothing. In spite of my pleas to him he ran off into the distance, as if I wasn't even there.
Filled with these reflections; soon I thought how came I hither? A moment's reflection seemed to make this all clear, though in a disquieting way. I remember now that I had been taken by a sudden fever; I was ill. I can feel the air, as a ponderous substance; I can hear the silence. Of fever I have no trace, but why?
It feels like yesterday. When I heard the doctor say you're going to die, and i can see his treatments didn't matter, and to this day I don't know why i stayed in suffering, and dismay if I was to die anyway.
So I ripped his tools from between my bones, for I won't die in this bed all alone. I accept that nothing in this world lasts forever.
It feels like yesterday when I heard the doctor say you're going to die, and I accept that nothing in this world lasts forever. Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa. |
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