Why can't I be perfect? Why do I always take the blame? Why am I in his bedroom? I don't even know his full name It's not usually like me to Put myself out on the line Cause they always want to "try me" They never wish that they were mine
I really wanna wear that white dress And walk down the aisle But they said stay here for awhile
They fuck me like they hate me Like I'm not someone's daughter And when they're done they hold me Like I'm a loving partner And in the dark I try to Convince myself I want it Then I get that reminder I'm kinda claustrophobic
I'm kinda claustrophobic
I fear I'm not a person I miss my body before the pain No matter how hard you try to hurt me I'll still be sweet like sugar cane And I don't know why I'm sorry Probably the neglect and deprivation My momma always told me I put myself in those situations
I really want to wake up next to someone Who makes me smile But I'm not worthwhile
They just fuck me like they hate me Cause I'm just someones daughter Wish they would never leave me But I am not their partner And in the dark I try to Convince myself I want it Then I get that reminder I'm kinda claustrophobic
What if this isn't what I think it is? I wish I would wake up It's so hard to feel loved in my skin Thought I was good but I never was
Don't fuck me like you hate me I am a human being No ones ever held me And when they did I couldn't feel it And in the dark I try to Tell myself that I'm still dreaming
Please tell me you don't hate me I'm trusting this completely I just wanna get closer I don't need you to save me I try to see the future But I don't think it sees me Don't wanna think about it I think that I'm still healingTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.