I waged this war with my shaking hands For I've sunk broken ships in this toxic waste Alone in a field with spears grazed at my neck And an army of men with bows drawn to my head An enemy I am and a leader I was With the words that I write now a force of such vigilance I can't restrain myself from this memory Strayed and beaten when I considered you the bestest of friends You've pushed me for all I've had Scraping for drama with nails like a hawk But you aimed for my heart while you scoured for the truth All that I had was a name for you to use He called himself Jesus and he smelt of sin So cruel with an ego sewn into his skin An all-of-a-kind man with a public dream Of such goals he could achieve if he wasn't such a sleaze Give me a breakdown You have nothing to hold over me I trusted you to be kind Ghost me back and proclaim me dead I'm done!
Listen to your heartbeat sync to mine I'm cutting loose of all I've ever wanted And I still fought for the rest of my days Time lost thinking you'll never die I've never been so cold to you Listen to your heartbeat sync to mine
I've fought for so long I lost my mind In these caves, you dug me out I'll keep fighting these faces I'll separate myself from your heroes I've fought for so long It's time to share my life I've fought for so long I fought so hard
I pray to be a wishful man as I fear in a world of hypocrisies I beg for the day I can bring myself up from this breathing underground I first saw him at a distance, he slowly crept his way to me His wicked interest swallowed me whole He showed me a version of himself, a nature I related to And as our years passed by, he was the best I've ever had And when my father passed, he told me "We'll get through this together," "Have you ever encountered death like this before?" And I said no
I looked to him for advice, he grinned as he spoke in hypocrisies He twisted words around with an ignorance like I've seen before I never felt so cold while he made me out to be a villain He held me back from the world as he engulfed me in his troubled mind I was at my lowest point and I told him I wanted to leave this place He said "Your goals aren't right, there are bigger things to prioritize," He asked me one last time, "What's it worth to cut me from your life?" Abandon all that I have worked so hard for And I screamed no!
I've tried to tell you the truth but you've heard enough Feed your soul into mineTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.