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Find myself kissing the sidewalk
Brown water and xanny together
Just trying to turn my mind off
Fool I was thinking today would be better

Feeling I'm getting
Personal heaven
Craving I've had since I was eleven

Brain interference
That's draining my spirit
I know it's bad for me, I don't wanna hear it

All alone
No way home
Bloody nose
From my snow

All my friends
Left me for dead
I find myself here again, here again

Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die
Without wanting to die
Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die
Without wanting to die

Told myself I'd find a limit
Honest-to-God I'd be done with my sinning
Two pills before I forget it
Walls closing in, and the ceiling is spinning

Brain going manic
I start to panic
This night's not going away that I planned it

Oxygen's thinning
Tires are skidding
This is all my fault, man, who am I kidding

Close my eyes
Say goodbye
Let me be
Let me die

Mom and Dad
Don't be sad
Really it's not so bad, not so bad

Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die
Without wanting to die
Why can't I get high
Without wanting to die
Without wanting to die

I've been lying
And I'm dying
And my mother
She is crying
No, I'm nothing
No, I'm nothing
No, I'm nothing
No, I'm not
I'm nothing at all

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