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In the embrace of the forest I stand,
shuddering,
as I feel her precense,
but not yet for my naked eye to see...

Trembling towards the source in an attempt to reach what I was grasping,
lumbering in a direction towards something still to me unknown.

A sudden warmth strikes my shivering shell.
A reflection into the past is drawn to present time.

Undemanded solitude encloses me,
decreases my ability to take another step.
A step towards what might just be an illusion,
but intense at this moment.

I once was the one that in your arms forgot about strives.
Mesmerised when you held me in your lingering embrace,
yet you made my vision avoid the decay of everything I treasured.

A fragile smile as your eyes turns towards me.
A pale image within is left, and forever will be.

The silent glimpse of your
unfocused silhouette
is enough to make me shiver.
As my thoughts breaks
the boundaries
of resurrection.

Now, as your face is struck
by a gleam of light,
I am able to outread
the silent words
written on your lips.
Your trembling arms in nothingness,
a soothing sign of relief.

Still I am forced to
display my lack of resistance
as those cold eyes
see right through me.

In the pouring rain I stand,
but still not able
to turn my vision away.
A relapse into all that has decayed.

Mental unstableness displayed
through my failures to grasp my thoughts,
to retrieve what already has been lost.
Slowly unleashing my final tantrum.

The written memories
that have caught up with me,
but still with a last page
left blank for me to fulfill.

Entering the inane emotions
viewed by her penetrating glance of
overwhelming kindness.

An attempt
to lure me
into a mist shrouded
state of consciousness.

Another mark is left in my soul.
A sudden wish to leave.
Still I am afraid
to whisper my last farewell.

Adoring the wilderness,
as I for one second stands frozen,

looking at my own reflection
projected in the shallow puddle of rain.

Slowly I alienate from
the memories I once held so close.
A gentle tapping on my shoulder,
I hesitate to turn around,
terrified of what I might become.

Stumbling as I try to leave,
emotions I won't retrieve.
trying to walk away,
devastated by what you say

I am firmly restricted
by the shortened leash,
my attempts to hide
are nothing but failures,

gradually tightening the noose,
in agony tied by myself,
decreasing my ability
to take the long awaited breath.

And I can ensure you,
everything is like dust in my hands.
Yet I dont abhor you.
Still your scent lingers in the air.

Tangled up in this.
No asylum as the pieces assemble.
Your formless precense granted me to immerse.

Hypnotised by your spectral shadow.
Bereaved, as the tainted begins to wilt.
Awaken still, benighted and on the verge
of atoning with the silently outspoken elegy.

Would you even hear me if I wept?
Stunned as I imbibe the fume.
For now, I linger in the night alone.
Eluding the fathom of the dawn.

I dislodge myself within
the margin of delusion.

Adoring the calmness,
filling the void with a single thought,
slowly
whispering the word silence.

Now I focus
on the long path
towards the soothing light,
which ends in sanity,
the endpoint of my journey.

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