I learned my morals from a cheater, a liar and a deceiver Always seemed to forgive her but never really believed her That's why I hook my speakers and wires to the receiver Tryna escape the fire and not be a vile creature Barely survive the '80s, a baby without a teacher Who's so materialistic, I'm always driving a beema Overachiever ovеrseas smoking weed But had a panic attack, but thought it was a stroke of season I battlеd demons for all of the wrong reasons Fighting, cheating and swearing instead of swearing allegiance I only saw my father on the weekends And some special events, but my memory's out of sequence I learned to swim in the deep ends and mastered my defense But still crucify him when he repents My worse critic is living under the spit And defeated fetal position was sick, but couldn't admit it Overthink, overanalyze, ruminate fuming with hate over these stupid mistakes The most self-loathing member of the human race Need Professor X to try to control my Mutant traits Back to square-one, life ain't fair, son Search for Higher Ground to try to shoot off this flare gun Maybe your ship will get me off of this place I'm always in my own head staring off into space
Wish I could take a vacation From my I Wish I could take A vacation Dom my mind
I had enough meds that never work, friends who end up jerks Supposedly famous, but I don't get all of the perks My heart's racing off of Ritalin, spiraling Bring me to the ER, call the medics or firemen I feel panic like shooters of fire and Add me with accuracy and boomer [?] Boomers are retiring while I exist Check the check, nervous wreck 'cause the future looks violent Nervous attachment, circuits are crashing Searching facial features for a certain reaction Reading too deep into nothing, it's straight bugging But my brain stay buzzing like a circus attraction Losing my shit but on the surface, I'm laughing And searching for anything that could serve as a distraction Stop playing with my mind Feeling just like that line from Terra fabulous action Relaxing, cool as a breeze through palm trees While I'm trying to get away from these fools and zombies I'm super paranoid, so the hammer is on me Tryna clear all my karma so spirits don't harm me Back to home base, life ain't so safe I can't imagine tryna navigate it with no faith It's pure hell, too awful the face That's why I'm in my own head staring off into space
Wish I could take a vacation from my m... I wish I could take a vacation from my mindTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
