[Verse 1] I'm still frozen on the deck I'm still sprinting down the hall His hands still push down on my head By the fence at Governor's Ball And I guess I still pretend It doesn't all feel like my fault
[Verse 2] I still sit outside that house Let him kiss me in his car I'm still dying to get out He's still pushing me too far And I still wish that I turned down all those drinks back at the bar Why's it so hard?
[Chorus] I didn't wanna make a big deal I didn't wanna lose a friend I didn't wanna make it this real and have to feel it all again I didn't wanna make a big deal But it's a big deal in the end It's a big deal in the end
[Verse 3] I'm still cringing at a name I'm still lying in a bed Trying not to let my brain hеar the way my heart objects I washеd the clothes but to this day I never put them on again, again
[Chorus] I didn't wanna make a big deal I didn't wanna lose a friend I didn't wanna make it this real and have to feel it all again I didn't wanna make a big deal But it's a big deal in the end It's a big deal in the end
[Bridge] You're not my fucking friend You're not my fucking friend You're not my fucking friend
[Outro] I'm still twenty, I'm still ten I'm still noticing the hurt 'Cause I remembered everything I just never found the wordsTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
