I never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here I am. And now I am tired and fucking ugly and I hate it but it's all I can be. Locked up, fucked up but I know I'm not the only one. I hear that life goes on, but I guess just not for everyone. Consumed by bliss that now all I do is miss. The memories can make me happy but now I'm fucking pissed! Hopeless. Irrationally searching every single dimension to find a way to bring me closer to you. It's night like these when my jaw is being pried off the sides of my face and it feels as if somehow I swallowed a fucking shoe. I want to tear out my throat so just for a minute I might be able to finally breathe. What has happened to me? Not a day goes by when I didn't wish I were still living in September 2005. I never wanted to live this way or to feel this pain. And I can't stop asking why. Now I see that life is just a game. Sometimes everyday with out you, is another day I wish I didn't have to go through. It still hits me like a brick everyday and it will never go away. I never wanted you to go away. I hang my head deep into my chest, tormented to realize that for now this is the best. I want my life back, I want your life back more than anything. I never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here I am, and to some degree I always feel like shit because your...Gone, forever. Gone, taken from me. Gone, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I used to think depression had nothing to do with me. Now every day of my life I'm faced with despair and misery. Because some dumb fucking asshole made some bad choices, and he landed on you, and we all pay the price...Now I know the meaning of being alone.Teksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
