Alone Within my thoughts Reflecting On all I've said and done Never once Have I felt satisfied Never again Will I even try
Anger, Frustration Emotions flare and seethe Hands are shaking, filled with rage Betrayal from loved ones Real or fiction wound the same These feelings and this thinking, Though unwarranted, undeserved, Lead to a place familiar Back to my well of pain
As the initial shock of the pain fades away These cuts, these punctures, these bruises Dissolve to a hollow ache
And the cycle continues The finger's pointed but the blame remains Digging deeper within me just causes the world itself to fade
Colors draining My eyes go cold and gray As I withdraw within The ground beneath me starts to sink As I am moving forward Led deep into the garden Led to a place familiar Back to my well of pain
I know this place and why I'm here All too well, guilt and shame The center of the issues at hand The center and the source of my hollow ache
And self pity, it beckons Despite all I do it won't shake away The more that I rationalize these thoughts the more they seem to inflame And the cycle continues The finger's pointed but the blame remains Digging deeper within me just causes the world itself to fade
The cycle of dwelling It repeats, it replays My hatred of my own mind Upcycles and unravels Self hatred and self loathing Have become second nature I'm learning to accept now That this is good for no one
Break wide open Resolve to rid those who've been inflicted with me Of this plague out of shame
And self pity, it beckons Despite all I do it won't shake away The more I rationalize these thoughts the more they seem to inflame And the cycle continues The finger's pointed but the blame remains Digging deeper within me just causes the world itself to fade
And the world opened up And I gazed into blackness And I looked all around me And saw nothing but gray I looked into myself And found I matched the darkness With not another thought I dove into my well of painTeksty umieszczone na naszej stronie są własnością wytwórni, wykonawców, osób mających do nich prawa.
