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{Verse 1}
Lock myself in the bathroom, pills on the floor
Just to make you listen
I though that you'd say sorry, but you just said
I needed fixin'

And maybe that's true
I'm fucked in the head
But that don't excuse
The things that you did
Gaslight me into sayin' I miss you
Now we're back where we started

{Pre-chorus}
Every day
I start with a blank page
Erasin' yesterday
I pray to God that you have changed
Throwin' every
Time that I have saved
It helps me keep the faith
That it won't always be this way

{Chorus}
I need anesthesia
If honestly thеn I won't have to leave you
Wish wе could unbe us
Really like what I'm used to
Rather that then I lose you


{Verse 2}
Can't take shots at a party
Don't have any that I could go to
Push away everybody
So I could be free
To console you

So I became
Your therapist
My friends think it's weird
But they don't say shit
They start to distance, don't know the difference
Really don't have a damn clue

{Pre-chorus}
I'm so sorry
To everyone I've drained
I didn't know the pain
Till it hit me in the face

{Chorus}
I need anesthesia
If honestly then I won't have to leave you
Wish we could unbe us
Really like what I'm used to
Rather that then I lose you


{Bridge}
If I'm not selfish
Who'll put myself first?
If I can't help it
No one will get hurt
And if I'm lucky
I'll finally break the curse
Of savin' everybody
When I'm at my worst

{Outro}
Really like what I'm used to
Rather that then I
Want it but I can't get it
{?} but still forget it
But that's just not the way my head is
Hate all the things I cherished
I thought that we'd end with marriage
And our kids in a carriage
I guess that wasn't what God's plan is
I just wanna know what happened

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